Pizza

3 pieces of wholemeal, cheeseless pizza. The least I could probably have gotten away with, but tried to make it as lower calories as possible.

Walked around a lot today, burned some cals.

44.6

Down

Doing better, didn't get to exercise as much last couple days cuz I needed to study.

44.6 - better, but I'm not breaking any fucking records.

Yesterday - toasted sandwhich and some crackers + some skittles.

I hate having to eat dinner in front of people. Damn living with loved ones and them knowing about your past ED problems.

Ah well. I can keep down, I must keep down.

Losing my mind

I'm so fucking ambivalent.

I've fallen so fucking far today, or have I done well?

I ate way too much. I didn't even want it. Just listened to that fucking voice in my fucking head, and that ridiculous feeling.

I can't do this.

45 today.

Way too much.